“I made a conscious decision to divide my time between Los Angeles and India. So when I enjoy the social freedom in America and go back to India, which is so regressive for women, it’s depressing,” said the 36-year-old, who stunned everyone with as many as 17 on-screen kisses in her debut film, Khwahish, a decade ago. “India is a hypocritical society where women are really at the bottom as compared to men,” said the Haryana girl. Interestingly, in another interview earlier this month, the actor had said that she’s a “very desi girl”, and wants to marry a “very desi man, because Indian men are intelligent and sensitive.” Sherawat is also hunting for an Indian beau through a reality TV show!The actor, who is currently working on Dirty Politics, a film based on the Bhanwari Devi murder case, remembers her 2003 bikini debut fondly. “And instantly I became a fallen woman and a superstar at the same time. Because there is a moral code — that this is what a leading lady can do on screen and this is what she can’t do. But I did everything I am not supposed to do,” added Sherawat, who had recently also said in an interview that she wants to change her sex symbol image.