Actress Katie Holmes still feels trapped by Tom Cruise - despite their divorce. Cruise re­mains in almost constant contact to keep tab on their beloved daughter Suri, so Katie can’t ever feel com­pletely free.

"Because of Suri, Katie is tied to Tom for life whether she likes it or not,” showbizspy.com quoted a source as saying. "If I were in her shoes, I would be look­ing over my shoulder every step to see Tom’s reaction. I know how she must feel. It would be torture al­most 24 hours a day. I don’t see how Katie would ever be able to relax,"  “However she looks at it - she’s trapped," added the source.

Adding to her anxiety is the fact that the couple would have celebrated their sixth wedding an­niversary on Nov 18.

"She’s got to be torn up emotionally be­cause it dredges up both good and bad memories of their mar­riage," said the source. "And there will be a battle over Su­ri’s affection for the holidays. Katie must be fretting over where Suri should spend Thanks­giving and what she should buy her for Christmas. There's always the worry that Tom will outdo Katie and make her feel inadequate as a mother," said the source.