Singer-turned-fashion designer Victoria Beckham, who is frequently in the limelight, thinks it's freaky. The 38-year-old former Spice Girl feels uncomfortable with excess interest in her personal life, reports contactmusic.com. "I think I'd be freaked out if I thought about that too much. Honestly, I wake up every morning and pinch myself. I appreciate how lucky I am," she told British Airways' Business Life.