Nicole Kidman says after separating from her ex-husband Tom Cruise she struggled with loneliness and was sad before she met her present hubby Keith Urban.
But now she is happier and apparently wants to have a baby, reports mirror.co.uk.
She said: "When I was alone I became very isolated and felt very lonely and it was difficult to meet someone. I realised you can have so many beautiful things around you and if you don't have someone in your life to share it with, it doesn't mean that much. We were two lonely people who met at a time when we could open up to each other. We were a mixture of frightened and brave. It's hard when you're alone."
She added: "I'm just so grateful I have someone I can share the highs and also the lows with. I love him for his honesty and bravery. Simply put, he's a wonderful, wonderful man and I'm very lucky to have him."