Michelle Rodriguez, who starred in the Fast and Furious franchise opposite late actor Paul Walker says she felt jealous that the actor died before her.

The 37-year-old actor discussed coping with Walker’s death in November 2013 in a high-speed accident, for the documentary The Reality Of Truth, reports tmz.com.
Rodriguez and Walker last co-starred in 2015 sequel Furious 7, which was his last project.
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The Lost actor said that after losing Walker, she spent about a year coping with it by keeping herself distracted. “Just physically what could I do to get my mind off existentialism and how transient life is,” Rodriguez said.
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The actor shared that she went “crazy, nuts, berserk” the summer after Walker died as she tried “to hide from myself”.
{{/usCountry}}The actor shared that she went “crazy, nuts, berserk” the summer after Walker died as she tried “to hide from myself”.
{{/usCountry}}“My ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone. It was more of a jealousy that he’s there first,” she added.
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Filming on the sequel Fast 8 started last month and the next instalment is slated to release on April 14 next year.
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