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I felt like I would never see my son and family, says Pak blogger

Ahmad Waqass Goraya was one of five activists who vanished in early January, before he was released at the end of the month.

world Updated: Feb 09, 2017 20:51 IST
Activists hold images of bloggers who went missing during a protest in Peshawar.
Activists hold images of bloggers who went missing during a protest in Peshawar.(AFP)

A Pakistani activist abducted last month has broken his silence on his disappearance, but is refusing to point fingers in a country where criticising extremism or the security establishment can make you a target.

Ahmad Waqass Goraya was among five activists who vanished in Pakistan in early January. Human Rights Watch, opposition lawmakers and Pakistani activists have said their near simultaneous abductions pointed to government involvement, in a country with a history of enforced disappearances.

Goraya was freed at the end of January and fled to The Netherlands, where he has lived for the last decade.“I felt I would never come back, I would never see my son and family,” the 34-year-old IT worker told AFP during a phone interview.

Goraya, who like the other activists criticised religious extremism and the military establishment, refused to say anything about his captors or describe what happened during his ordeal, which began after he was abducted on January 4 shortly after leaving his family home in Lahore.

But he rejected accusations that he was a traitor for daring to be vocal about alleged abuses of power in Pakistan, insisting he was a true patriot. “Nothing was against Pakistan, nothing was against Islam, I was critical of policies because I want to see a better Pakistan,” he said, adding, “We want a Pakistan with rule of law.”

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Goraya also said he fears that a virulent ultra right-wing campaign to paint him as a blasphemer while he was missing has followed him to Europe.

The charge, which engulfed Pakistani social media and was repeated by mainstream television hosts, is an incendiary one that can carry the death penalty in the country. Even unproven allegations have caused mob lynchings and violence. At least 65 people including lawyers, judges and activists have been murdered by vigilantes over blasphemy allegations since 1990, according to the Center for Research and Security Studies.

Goraya said allegations of blasphemy had surfaced on social media sites frequented by the Pakistani community in the Netherlands, prompting him to seek police advice. “I’m looking over my shoulder -- I have been warned by people it is a crazy world.”

Activists hold images of bloggers who went missing during a protest in Islamabad in January. (AFP)

Silencing dissent

Pakistan has had a history of enforced disappearances over the past decade, but they have mainly been confined to conflict zones near the Afghanistan border or to southwestern Balochistan province, where separatists are battling for independence.

Campaigners and opposition politicians believe the disappearances in January were part of a new strategy by the military — which has ruled the country for nearly half its existence and wields de facto control over security policy — to stamp out criticism and dissent online.

Officials have denied any role in the disappearances, which sparked protests in cities across Pakistan by progressives concerned that the space for free speech is shrinking. But, said Goraya, they have had their intended chilling effect.

“Hundreds of our friends deactivated their (social media) accounts, their pages,” Goraya said, adding that well-known liberal blog Roshni (meaning light) was among those deleted, despite the fact its administrator was based in London.

His three-year-old son, meanwhile, has been deeply traumatised by his father’s weeks-long disappearance and its impact on his family. “What can you tell a three-year-old kid? All he can see are his mother and grandparents screaming and crying,” Goraya said.

Goraya said he has spent almost a decade in the Netherlands but had come to Pakistan in late 2016 to gauge the possibility of returning to Lahore with his family once his wife had completed her PhD studies. “I could have applied for Dutch citizenship after five years but we never went that way — it would mean giving up my Pakistani passport,” he said.

“The plan was to move permanently back to Pakistan. But now we have to replan our whole life.”