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Spectator by Seema Goswami: Locked and unloaded
The pandemic was a terrible time, but don’t beat yourself up if there are things about the lockdowns that you miss
I suppose it was bound to happen. After months of celebrating the end of Covid lockdowns and rejoicing in the fact that life was returning to normal, I suddenly find myself in the decidedly odd position of missing the pandemic.
Don’t get me wrong. I don’t want to go back to the bad old days, when we were locked in and had to wear N95 masks to open the door for deliveries. And, like so many others, I suffered personal bereavements at this time, the sorrow of which still lingers. But strangely, there are moments when I find myself thinking back to the pandemic with nostalgia rather than dread.
What can you possibly miss about those dark days of Covid lockdowns? I hear you ask. Here are just some things I miss, in no particular order
What I loved best about the days of the pandemic was how my world shrank down to my core group. All those casual acquaintances, distant family members, professional contacts, all fell victim to social distancing. And what I was left with was the people I truly cared about: my immediate family, my best friends, my closest neighbours. It made me realise that we don’t really need the vast social circle we build. All that matters is the handful of people who make your world complete. Everything else is extraneous – and that is a truly liberating feeling.
The thing I treasured most about this period was that I had almost unlimited time to myself. I could do exactly what I wanted without the thousand other distractions. It allowed me to concentrate on the writing of my novel, Madam Prime Minister (a sequel to my first political thriller, Race Course Road), ensuring that I finished it in record time. Now that I am struggling to finish the spy novel that I am working on, I find myself longing for those lockdown days, when it was so much easier to concentrate on my writing.
Going for walks in my favourite parks when the lockdown became less severe was the highlight of my day. I had vast, vacant spaces to myself for the most part, and I could enjoy the spring flowers and the summer blooms in splendid solitude.
It was during the pandemic that I rediscovered the romance of the road trip and discovered the charms of places closer to home. Not only was it a relief not to have to brave airport security and long flights to go on holiday, but I also found that road trips brought me closer to the country that I was driving through, giving my experiences an immediacy that air travel sorely lacked.
But the absolute best bit about the pandemic days was the air that we got to breathe in Delhi. Thanks to the lack of construction work, and absence of vehicular traffic, the pollution virtually vanished. Every day was a blue-sky day and the air quality varied between good and moderate.
So yes, the pandemic brought with it death and desolation. But it came with some blessings as well – which can perhaps only be appreciated in retrospect.
