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Lindsay Clancy trial: New ‘Good Moms Have Scary Thoughts’ and 'I'm going to die' revelation as jurors see evidence

In the Lindsay Clancy trial, a book titled Good Moms Have Scary Thoughts was discovered at her residence.

Published on: Aug 11, 2026, 20:54:43 IST
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Lindsay Clancy trial: A book named "Good Moms Have Scary Thoughts" — discovered by police in a kitchen cabinet at the Clancys' residence in Duxbury, Massachusetts, following Lindsay Clancy's act of strangling her three children in the basement — was suggested by one of the professionals who was treating her for postpartum anxiety.

Defendant Lindsay Clancy listens to Dr. Jennifer Tufts on the witness stand during her murder trial at Plymouth Superior Court in Plymouth, Mass., Monday, Aug. 10, 2026. (Greg Derr/The Patriot Ledger via AP, Pool) (Greg Derr/Pool The Patriot Ledge)
Defendant Lindsay Clancy listens to Dr. Jennifer Tufts on the witness stand during her murder trial at Plymouth Superior Court in Plymouth, Mass., Monday, Aug. 10, 2026. (Greg Derr/The Patriot Ledger via AP, Pool) (Greg Derr/Pool The Patriot Ledge)

The jurors were shown a photographic evidence of the book earlier during the trial.

Rebecca Jollotta testified

Nurse practitioner Rebecca Jollotta, a psychiatric nurse practitioner who treated Clancy, testified on Tuesday that on December 1, 2022, she advised Clancy to collect complimentary books from the perinatal clinic where she was employed — including the unsettlingly titled book found in Clancy's residence.

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Clancy informed Jollotta that she would retrieve the reading materials during her upcoming appointment at the clinic, the NP conveyed to the jury on Tuesday.

'I'm going to die and I don't care'

On December 2, 2022, Lindsay Clancy communicated with nurse Rebecca Jollotta, expressing her feelings of despair, stating, "I feel like I'm going to die and I don't care," as the jury was informed.

Clancy further elaborated, “I also feel concerningly numb right now. I feel like I’m going to die and I don’t care. What do I do about this.”

In response, Jollotta said, "this sounds like depression" and provided Clancy with resources to contact should her situation worsen over the weekend.

"I have never felt anything like this before," Clancy stated in another message to Jollotta, asking, "Do you think over time these symptoms will go away?"

"All of this sounds like postpartum depression," Jollotta responded. “Even though they feel terrible, they are symptoms of an illness that is very real and very treatable. This is going to get better.”

Prosecutors assert that on January 24, 2023, Lindsay Clancy killed her children — Cora, 5 years old, Dawson, 3 years old, and Callan, 8 months old — after dispatching her then-husband Patrick to run some errands. Later, she jumped from the second floor of the house and became paralyzed from the waist down as a result of the fall.

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    Shweta Kukreti has over 8 years of experience in covering Indian and world politics. She joined the Hindustan Times in 2024 and is primarily assigned to the US desk. She currently works as Deputy Chief Content Producer and reports on a wide range of topics, including US politics, immigration issues (especially H-1B visa) and major global events. Shweta strongly emphasizes team operations, which encompasses monitoring news, delegating tasks, editing, developing comprehensive coverage strategies, and crafting engaging, and data-informed narratives. She received the Digi Star Award at the Hindustan Times within a year of joining for her broad coverage of US politics. In 2025, she earned both a promotion and a redesignation, a significant achievement recognising her contributions and the strong value she brings to the team. She has previously worked with the Indian Express, HTDS, ANI and Republic World. Seniors in all the media organisations recognised her work. Regarding education, she earned a BA (Hons.) in Political Science and a master's degree from Delhi University, and she pursued a PG Diploma in English Journalism from the Indian Institution of Mass Communication (IIMC). She also holds a diploma in Women's Empowerment and Development from IGNOU University and a French certification course from Alliance Française de Delhi. If not working, you can find her exploring the hills and engaging in adventurous activities in Rishikesh and Himachal Pradesh. She loves to play badminton, volleyball, and chess, and spend time with her friends and family. She also enjoys spiritual activities.Read More

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